Hehe... I am feeling so weird writing this already!! :P
I know this is so...umm...ajeeb!! Strange!! All of us, in our late teens or early twenties are bound to know the internet, this gtalk, yahoo messenger thingies...we do make new friends, endlessly chat with them, hide the mobile and message them...blah blah blah! Innit?
But just imagine, how strange it is if our mom makes new friends and chats with them through sms...obviously without hiding her phone...duh!! Earlier, it was my mom who shouted on me whenever she saw me messaging my friends without even looking at the keypad...and now, when I see my mom messaging her friends...umm... i notice her message typing speed has increased!! Oh lord, hell, why am I being so possessive about her!!
Out of the blues, when she shouted on me - "Aarthiiiii, whom are you messaging?? What are you kids up to??"...I always felt like asking her what her problem was and why she could not give me the space I want!! But hell, now when I see her messaging her friends... I feel like snatching away that phone from her and asking her friend - "What is your problem??? Can't you just stay away you fool???"
I now understand the reason behind her behaviour when she objected to my messaging my friends or talking on the phone for long. Damn, this is a terrible feeling I tell ya! :P
Is it out of that possessive feeling that we tend to feel awkward? Or, is it because of the fear we have that something wrong should not happen to them? I just don't know what it is... It is just that i'll take a little time to accept that she can also make new friends, she can also feel the same way I do! Am going crazyyyyy!!!!! :P :P
But yes, amidst all these, one thing that I have realized is that...she understands me more now! :) She understands why we need those friends in our lives, what makes them so special for us! She understands why we need to keep in touch with them...messages, calls...everything! :)
Haaaa....phew! Relieved! ;)
I love you mom. Trust me, I am a very protective and possessive smart li'l kid you have!! I don't want to see something wrong happening to you. Please forgive me if I behave irrationally at times!! Want to see you happy always...