Hellozzz... all you wonderful people...
Actually I am completely blank while writing this post... I don't know why does it all feel so empty these days. Sigh! My dad aint in town... my mom is off to Bangalore... my friends are keeping busy these days... and I know you all will say that if my parents aren't at home, I should be partying around...but nah!! I am feeling so lost...so empty.
I don't have anyone to wake me up for my office at 8.30 A.M.
I don't have anyone to give me my morning tea.
I don't have anything to look forward to when my office ends at around 5.
I don't have anyone to fight with to watch my favorite channel.
I don't have anyone who would shout at me while am busy dirtying around my house.
I don't have anyone who would cook a plain rice and dal and still I would eat it and feel so happy.
Why is that am missing mom so badly... I mean, I am 21 now and I need to be a big girl now... But ahaan...err... I miss my mom yaa!
I hate her when she screams at me when am home... but why does this silence around me haunt me today??
She keeps on giving me some work or the other when she is around... but why do I now feel pathetic to go back home knowing that there would be nothing I will be doing once I reach??
Oh c'mon mom and dad... you can't just leave me home like this... for me to make a HOME ALONE part -4... shucks!
Though everything is going fine... am feeling ultra depressed! :(
Okay... now lets talk about what positive amongst these dark clouds...
1. Daddy is coming back on Monday! Yippee!!!!!
2. I am going to Bangalore to my mom on 26th, i.e. Wednesday! Double Yay! :)
Thats about it guys... so its Bangalore callin' this time! :)
But for now... its sigh time! Sigh!