November 28, 2008

Mysterious "BEAUTY"..



In the normal day-to-day life we come across hundreds of people..and to our dismay, we find everyone to be very "ordinary"..!! Monotonous..thats the word!! Our eyes forget to notice how everyone is special.
Sometimes i'm forced to think..that is it an art to make yourself get noticed or is it just luck and pure destiny that makes you grab all the attention..!! For a very long time I've lived a life under-cover..a life that, for a long time, has gone unnoticed..a soul inside me screaming for freedom..a freedom which was always a distant dream to me. To describe how it felt at those times, when people who mattered looked down upon me with those eyes filled with disgust, i will have to re-live those moments and this very thought of re-living those moments sends shivers down my spine.
Anisha, a girl in her mid-teens, is truly an angel. For her, everything was perfect when she was a kid..everything..happiness, smiles, frequent outings with her parents, few friends, those toys and the innocence. But as they say.."With a sunrise comes a sunset"..things soon started changing. Life soon became all the more demanding..harsh realities of life started chasing her. Unable to escape from the clutches of this ruthless life, she gave in.
All those whom she cherished as her true friends turned their back at her. Her life was really undergoing a complete paradigm shift. Tears, disappointment and sleepless nights..She tried and thought about every possible reason that took away her friends from her who were, in the past, the only solace for her.
Life answered..and she felt disgusted..devastated..and broken!! She realized she wasnt beautiful..she wasnt an extrovert and she wasnt all that..all that her schoolmates were. With time, she understood that she was no longer the person she was..a fun-loving girl, with ambitions and lots of dreams in her kitty! The so-called "INFERIORITY COMPLEX" found a permanent home in her. She was scared everytime she met someone.."What if he too dislikes me..loathes me??"
Her silence was her best friend..her room was her world..!!

(TO BE CONTINUED..)

4 comments:

The Solitary Writer. said...

yes life do changes as one grows......when we r kids we dont knw much abt life,......life is well known only when we grow up and thats the best time when we realize it.....anisha was a kid and an extrovert person ...but how come she develops this inferiority complex of a sudden...guess u shud describe more....its more like an essay u see....when u write something to be sort of a continued version or so....u got to describe the thing and environment....just try to make use of the environment of the story....anisha character can be well put into words...like u cud have described more abt her

hina said...

mmmmm....wat to say...i knw d actual story n therefore m ol d more touched wid wtever u hv presented... wont say gud job done...cuz dt certainly wasnt a gud phase of life...u knw wt m tlkin bout....dont u??

Leo said...

zuper post to start off Dop's blogging journey! :)

Aarthi said...

Thanksie Vinu :)