August 20, 2009

Err... Umm... Awwww!

Hellozzz... all you wonderful people...

Actually I am completely blank while writing this post... I don't know why does it all feel so empty these days. Sigh! My dad aint in town... my mom is off to Bangalore... my friends are keeping busy these days... and I know you all will say that if my parents aren't at home, I should be partying around...but nah!! I am feeling so lost...so empty.

I don't have anyone to wake me up for my office at 8.30 A.M.

I don't have anyone to give me my morning tea.

I don't have anything to look forward to when my office ends at around 5.

I don't have anyone to fight with to watch my favorite channel.

I don't have anyone who would shout at me while am busy dirtying around my house.

I don't have anyone who would cook a plain rice and dal and still I would eat it and feel so happy.

Why is that am missing mom so badly... I mean, I am 21 now and I need to be a big girl now... But ahaan...err... I miss my mom yaa!

I hate her when she screams at me when am home... but why does this silence around me haunt me today??

She keeps on giving me some work or the other when she is around... but why do I now feel pathetic to go back home knowing that there would be nothing I will be doing once I reach??

Oh c'mon mom and dad... you can't just leave me home like this... for me to make a HOME ALONE part -4... shucks!
Though everything is going fine... am feeling ultra depressed! :(

Okay... now lets talk about what positive amongst these dark clouds...
1. Daddy is coming back on Monday! Yippee!!!!!
2. I am going to Bangalore to my mom on 26th, i.e. Wednesday! Double Yay! :)

Thats about it guys... so its Bangalore callin' this time! :)

But for now... its sigh time! Sigh!

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

-I don't have anyone to wake me up for my office at 8.30 A.M.
i'll do it... keep mobile in ringing mode

-I don't have anyone to give me my morning tea.
i could try but it'd get cold by the time i got there

-I don't have anything to look forward to when my office ends at around 5.
what bout chattin with me? :)

-I don't have anyone to fight with to watch my favorite channel.
i'll fight, but u'd win easy coz u have the remote

-I don't have anyone who would shout at me while am busy dirtying around my house.
hmm... i cant help this, i dirty it too!

:)

u miss mom coz u love her sooo much! :) its normal! she'll be back soon and givin u rice n dal! :)

u'll be seeing her in 5 days! :) i'll keep u company thro mobile till then! after all, ur my bestest...est friend! :)

cheer up... we can even make the movie if u want! :D

Arun Kumar said...

grrrrr...
i havent missed anyone... anytime... am actually jealous of you now....

Arv said...

Artz,

dont be too hard on urself da..

take a it easy till the 26th and make the most of this free time :)

if going out is not so interesting then read a book or catch up on all those movies...

take care da :)

Nyx said...

@ Vinu,

Aweee... I actually read your comment thrice! So sweet of you...

Hey, i'll put mah fone on ringing mode... wake me up at 7.50 AM! :P

Nyx said...

@ Arun,

You are always jealous of me! Shucks man! :P

Nyx said...

@ Arv,

Yo anna! :P

Well said... :)

kaka said...

even i dont anyone waking me up ....:)...in one way i is nice but i am late for college these days and i have tests coming up and i cant be late...:D....moms are always the best ...noone can replace them...havea nice time in banglore...:)

Anurag said...

Ain't all this supposed to be normal :D :D

h said...

girl utilize ur time. bring some booze.make some chakna. turn on some music and let the party roll. ur wasting ur home alone oppurtunities. even the kid in home alone had a lot of fun...cmon

Amal Bose said...

hmm.. though there are sad things going on.. i admire the way u tried to cheer up by the positive things..
thats wat everyone shd do.. :)

parzi said...

awww....I completely agree with u Aarthi...life is incomplete without mom n dad...we dont realize it everyday...we crib..we complain...but in their absence we realize how much they mean to us...and how blessed we are to have them...
but anyways...u r not allowed to feel low and depressed...we are all here for you...so plzzzz cheerup...and anyways u r going to Bangalore so u can think about it and be happy..have a safe journey..and a wonderful trip!
take care!
god bless...and smile plzzz!

Anonymous said...

Happy journey babe:)

ani_aset said...

hehe dekha dekha ..parents are lovely isnt it ..when they are not there you miss em :D

Anonymous said...

yes some time when iam alone at home i also feel little bored but not that bored when iam alone aiam the king of the house
i can do what i want
i can put my clothes where i want i can bath at anytime ,watch tv 24 hrs
and can call my friends to do lot of masti

paramveer said...

boredom is not that boring if it is for 2-3 days!!but after a time ...u will feel being bored!!...;)

next words are same as chirag had written:)

enjoy the sound of loneliness!!