Something Strange... ;)

Hehe... I am feeling so weird writing this already!! :P
I know this is so...umm...ajeeb!! Strange!! All of us, in our late teens or early twenties are bound to know the internet, this gtalk, yahoo messenger thingies...we do make new friends, endlessly chat with them, hide the mobile and message them...blah blah blah! Innit?

But just imagine, how strange it is if our mom makes new friends and chats with them through sms...obviously without hiding her phone...duh!! Earlier, it was my mom who shouted on me whenever she saw me messaging my friends without even looking at the keypad...and now, when I see my mom messaging her friends...umm... i notice her message typing speed has increased!! Oh lord, hell, why am I being so possessive about her!!

Out of the blues, when she shouted on me - "Aarthiiiii, whom are you messaging?? What are you kids up to??"...I always felt like asking her what her problem was and why she could not give me the space I want!! But hell, now when I see her messaging her friends... I feel like snatching away that phone from her and asking her friend - "What is your problem??? Can't you just stay away you fool???"
Sigh! Sigh!
I now understand the reason behind her behaviour when she objected to my messaging my friends or talking on the phone for long. Damn, this is a terrible feeling I tell ya! :P
Is it out of that possessive feeling that we tend to feel awkward? Or, is it because of the fear we have that something wrong should not happen to them? I just don't know what it is... It is just that i'll take a little time to accept that she can also make new friends, she can also feel the same way I do! Am going crazyyyyy!!!!! :P :P

But yes, amidst all these, one thing that I have realized is that...she understands me more now! :) She understands why we need those friends in our lives, what makes them so special for us! She understands why we need to keep in touch with them...messages, calls...everything! :)

Haaaa....phew! Relieved! ;)
I love you mom. Trust me, I am a very protective and possessive smart li'l kid you have!! I don't want to see something wrong happening to you. Please forgive me if I behave irrationally at times!! Want to see you happy always...

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C.R.O.S.S.R.O.A.D.S (My first acrostic)

Confusion overpowers my senses

Rough patches ahead

Oblivious of my surroundings

Smiles beginning to fade

Should I stop thinking about you

Rantings of my brain

Of all I can say today

All my smiles have lost the lustre

Do you still love me

Still I await an answer

P.S.: My first acrostic... I promise to get better with every acrostic I try.
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Edited at 16.06.2009 -

Guys, this post has won the BWA Honorable Mentions Award at Amias' blog! :)

This is the first big recognition I have received for my poetry! Thanks a lot!

A Pain That Will Last Forever!

Everything is so unpredictable these days, isn't it?

Life has itself become a Roadies Battleground or another Splitsvilla for that matter. Yesterday, I saw an episode of real life (And not reel life) Splitsvilla. My friend's girl friend (now his ex-girl friend) got married to someone else yesterday... big day for both of them.

This is not the time to think about what went wrong, what could have been done or anything as such. It is the time for pure emotions, confessions, tears and hugs. It is the time when your friendship with that person gets tested.

I don't know what all would be going through your mind dear, but of all I know, I think this is what you want to tell her -

Dear Love,

I do know what went wrong between us. I do know that I was at fault. The world knows how much we loved each other and that love was not fake.

Today you are getting married and I am all alone here thinking about where I went wrong, what I did. I don't know all that but all I can say is that ever since you came into my life, I loved you with all my heart and soul. I don't know if I would be able to forget you. I love your smile, that hug with which you greeted everyone, that strength in you, that vigour to support someone you believe in, that will to fight life's harsh bends and curves, that love that you showered upon me...I love you!

I have made you cry a lot of times gurl, but tonight I have compensated for it. I would continue to do it all through my life. Thinking of every moment that I had spent with you are today giving me goosebumps...

I know you can never be mine now... But my hearts yearns for your love... It pains when I see you with somebody else... I know I am a loser... But my heart denies to accept the fact that you can now never be mine!

My heart still loves you and no matter what I do, I will always love you!

With Love,

Yours Truly.

Hey guy, all I can say is life goes on. I know what you are going through right now, but trust me... You will get over it and you will have to get over it. Khush reh yaar...sab theek ho jayega. I cried the whole night for you...I know that no one can share the space that she had in your heart, but as a friend, I will always be there with you to share that pain. Love ya...and you know that! Mwah! :)

*TIGHTEST HUG IN THE WORLD TO YOU*

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